Half Awake or Half Asleep

When I look at the Ocean, I find it deep.
Dont know whether I am half awake or half asleep.
Looking at the stars, they look so far,
My Pal in her room, looks b'ful with her groom,
I shut my heart stating "The journy isnt of an hour"
I search for my Pa, he is somewhere lost in the fog,
My love comes riding from there,
ALAS!!! the strong wind makes his face unclear.
My mom held my hand, I got lost in the que,
Went to share some secret with a fren, now cant find him too,
Just some loved ones and bum-chums but no family exists
Yet for a long no relation with me persists,
I had made some promises to myself,
A swear I took..Not to be broken,
that I'd never get trapped in a shell,
no curfew will hold me and no bonded token,
like a FREE BIRD I chirp around,
to perfectly hear the echo of my soul's sound,
See the nite is now going dark,
No person around and no kids playing in the park,
In search of truth I walk alone,
Only I-ME-MYSELF,no shadow of mine and no clone.
Looking in well I see my glimpse,
glaring me with those daring tints,
but the depth of the well is so deep,
I cant recon if I am half awake or half asleep...........!!!!!!